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Secrets and ShameWell, this is my first to do so. Please bear with me. I have seen a lot of injustices in my life hell; I am fully disabled and couldn’t believe what I was dealing with. If you haven’t seen any of my articles before, please read some of them.I want to talk aboutContinue reading “Secrets and shame”

Well, I found out I am going to have to go back into surgery again. Apparently, the plate that they put in my head on the right side has shifted and well, the dizziness and headache are starting to get to the point where it was prior to the first surgery. I love my GreekContinue reading “Well this will be fun I guess”

Well, coming from the doctor’s yesterday. I am used to having bad news hitting me like a brick, and I could take it. But again, with this damn disease, I can’t seem to catch a fucking break. I have to go back into surgery not once but twice. One for my head. Apparently, the metalContinue reading “Well I didn’t think I was going to have to post this but I am”

Well, this happened all the time in all the schools I have been in I have never actually had to be evacuated for a fire. Sitting in my Thursday Art class, a flash and a LONG siren happen. It was a sound I had never heard from this school. Then a robotic voice came acrossContinue reading “Well That just happen.”

Well, I have noticed some things here of late. And it’s not because I am bored or stuck in bed due to being in pain or not. its because of this I have actually learned stuff. First of all I am not sponsored by anyone. I have never wanted to chase my dreams or doContinue reading “I never thought a Social Media Giant would do this”

Well, I know I have a few things on my plate, but I have made a choice. Not going to lie; I am a bit standoffish, but I think I am going to do this. It’s also for my health and well-being, as I hope it will benefit my family. I am going to doContinue reading “I have made a choice”

When people ask me or put in a discussion thread oh wow your strong, you are brave for not giving up, or here is my favorite wow you have a great support team, and family. Only if they knew. The first thing I want to say is I love my husband and my son, andContinue reading “To Do”

Waking up is one thing, but waking up cold dizzy deep in fog is another. I go to school 4 days out of the week, so I have to get up at a butt crack hour in the morning. Not only because of the drive but for the peace and quiet before class. So notContinue reading “Again with the dizzy”

Have you ever had the feeling that today was just not going to be either good or bad but both? Well, today is going to be that way for me. I got to my school this morning and was greeted with all the arms down and a dispatcher who was sorta friendly. Apparently, the guardContinue reading “Today is going to be one of those days”

Good Afternoon, Morning or evening and I hope this finds you well. Well I would like to give you and Update on what is going on in the world of the Johnson Family. Well Husband is still doing the bankruptcy which is very painful for me to watch. However he needs to do this inContinue reading “Stuff and Update.”

Man, I am old. Yes, I just said that. I wish when I was younger I would have known that when I got this old I would not have put my body through so much. Nowadays it takes longer for me just to stand up. I know I have had so many surgeries and wellContinue reading “So Tired and In Pain”

Well this is going to be a not normal post for myself. Woke up in a lot of pain more than my normal. But like a good warrior i have things that I need to get done. right now I am sitting in the library contemplating my pain. Like everyone i know what is supposedContinue reading “Everyday for me.”

Well I am going to try to keep up with everything going on. Lets first start off with an update. I currently have a few projects in the works as in books. All I can say right now its going to be fun!!!!! Have you ever had that one teacher that just drove you completelyContinue reading “Good Morning”

Well yesterday was my 45th birthday. I never thought I would be sitting in my kitchen pondering my life choices. Such as what I have done, who I have been with, ending chapters and starting anew. Having a rare and chronic disease. I am here to tell you, I don’t regret a thing. We’ll letContinue reading “My Birthday and 45 years old”

Sorry I haven’t been on for the ones who follow me. I would love to give you an update. I have had two brain surgeries an I am possibly going for another one. The next surgery if I choose to do it will be to repair what the first surgeon did on my left side.Continue reading “Sorry I haven’t been on”

You know when you’re having a great week, except the damn heat, you hope it continues right. Well boy was i wrong. Not only am i still stressed about my surgery on Monday but I had to run over to the pharmacy. Yes JPS again. Apparently the medication my surgeon needs me to take isContinue reading “What the hell was I expecting”

Well I gt to meet a really awesome doctor this week. Let me explain. I was referred to him by my ent doctor because I need to have a particular surgery. This doctor was amazing. He was also extremely patient due to the fact that JPS sent him all of my scans and not justContinue reading “Cowden Update”

Sorry I haven’t posted in a hot second. I am in a lot of pain, I am exhausted and frankly I am just pain tired. I have several projects in the works and well I am on chapter 13 of my life’s work. I know I have to push through the pain. I just wishContinue reading “It is a day”

Sorry I have not written in a week or so, I am just trying to process the news I had received this last week plus going to school. I am going to have to go back into the hospital again for another surgery. This time for reconstruction on my left ear. The ear drum isContinue reading “Well here we go again”

Remember when I said you have your ups and your downs. We all have them. Well today was one of my really down days. I wont get into to much about what had happen I will tell you this. What happen put the brakes on but not stopped my dream. Yes the homework was hardContinue reading “You remember when”

Well after a night of thunder storms, which I apparently slept through. Its time to get up and moving. Well in my case at least try. My doctor had to cancel the apointment today because she was ill. Oh well cant have issues with that lol. Now if I can get my service dog toContinue reading “Well you have your up days and down days.”

I am not going to lie I didn’t want to wake up this morning. Good grief. I know you have to go to school and all of that. I had trouble sleeping last night, not to mention having this illness you have your good days and your bad days. I guess today is a badContinue reading “Well its the second week”

Well today was not the best day for me. On the second time trying to get this damn colon test it just went from worse to what the fuck. lets start with traveling down to the hospital. The highway was closed with no warning on the radio and the street sign well was not exactlyContinue reading “Are you kidding me”