Well yesterday was my 45th birthday. I never thought I would be sitting in my kitchen pondering my life choices. Such as what I have done, who I have been with, ending chapters and starting anew. Having a rare and chronic disease.
I am here to tell you, I don’t regret a thing. We’ll let me go into that a different way. My choices yes I do regret how they ended up but I don’t regret doing them, and I will and would do them again.
I am about to embark on another new chapter of my life, while fighting this disease. It is very sad that it has taken me this long to do the following.
- Love myself worts and all
- To get rid of toxic people, even family members.
- To do what I am good at and enjoy it.
- To learn what the block button is and using it on ALL SOCIAL MEDIA PLATFORMs
- Not caring what others think.
- Finally not letting anyone take my joy.
The ball is in my court, and is not leaving it.