I didnt know if I wanted to write this or not but after yesterday it was a given. My husband I don’t get a lot of time to spend together, with him working two jobs and me having all the doctors appointments. So when we do we go food shopping. Yesterday on our way toContinue reading “Respect”
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Busy Week.
Another week of appointments and busy travels. I saw my Chiropractor today which was awesome. I think he an fix my elbow too. Hell he made it feel really good when I left. So much so I was able to straiten up the other room, of course with breaks. I finished Chapter one of RunawayContinue reading “Busy Week.”
The Start of the week.
Well I have also decided to add something to my plate. I had been thinking about my story starts. If you dont know what those are they are little books that I started writing fiction in. The only problem was when I did these I was either board at work or was just inspired, toContinue reading “The Start of the week.”
My body my life my choice
As you know by now I have a rare genetic disease. I have to have certain test to maintain that cancers are at bay or I need to take further steps. I am going to write about something that happen to me, and my husband. Let me first start off and state that yes IContinue reading “My body my life my choice”
Another day Another test
One thing I don’t like from having Cowden’s is the fact of all the damn testing. I know I have to have them however I do not have to like it. If you have not figured out what this blog post is going to be about, you guest it about my illness. I was havingContinue reading “Another day Another test”
Do you see me or do you even care?
Do you see me or do you even care? That is something I wonder every day towards the political circles both state and federal. You know the ones, surrounded by their private security. Their multiple cars, fancy houses and fully stock kitchen. Oh I cant forget their flashy and paid for schools. While everyone isContinue reading “Do you see me or do you even care?”
I am getting out of my zone
They say ts alwaays good o get out of your comfortabe zone. I am going to do that today. I think. I havent seen a denist for a while. I swore to my self I was going to get my teeth fix when i had a sec. Today is the day, I am scared yes.Continue reading “I am getting out of my zone”
This week, is going to be hard
Well its Sunday time to plan out the week of appointments. Come to find out not only am I going to be busy again, I have to be extra careful due to the incoming weather. Also I have to pick up husband after he drops off the car for maintenance. So again the stress isContinue reading “This week, is going to be hard”
I have been debating on This post.
I have been doing a lot of soul searching on this matter that was brought to my attention yesterday. Even my son was asking me about this situation. My cousin emailed me from Denmark also about this situation. I was hoping never to go through this again. I was hoping that people would just letContinue reading “I have been debating on This post.”
Pandemic and Cowden and little old me.
Well, I thought my life couldn’t get any worse. Welcome to 2020. Coming out of the hospital, being stuck in a hotel then the pandemic hits. Talk about hell. I would admit my home health care nurse was fucking extraordinary. She calmed my nerves and helped me through everything. There where times having that stupidContinue reading “Pandemic and Cowden and little old me.”
Another day another Dr. Appointment
Another day in my busy week. I have to hit two doctor’s appointments. One to get stitches removed, and the other one to go over yesterday’s mammogram. While doing all of this I have to juggle not passing out, being dizzy. Not to mention answering questions from someone who I thought abandoned me, my primaryContinue reading “Another day another Dr. Appointment”
Again more issues
You know being sick seriously sucks. I have been battling one shoe dropping after another. Granted, I have been a trooper and a “warrior” battling these damn fights. I’m tired. Well going to my awesome chiropractor, he asked about my X-rays for my back. Ugh. The Chiropractor again was amazing. The hospital had not scheduledContinue reading “Again more issues”
I guess no one has respect.
To tell, you the truth is have people gotten just plain rude or just don’t care? There have been so many times I go into doctors appointments and I’m struck with the strangest looks and comments. I have seen it all as well as heard it all. From you know your appointment is at thisContinue reading “I guess no one has respect.”
Well today was a good day
Well today was a great day when it came to the doctor’s appointments. I guess like I said before for every bad there is a good day. Today was that day. For the last few weeks there where bad news after bad news dealing with my medical issues. My surgeon yesterday told me that theContinue reading “Well today was a good day”
Are you flipping serious?
You know I sit here in front of my tablet confused and dumb founded. I know its not the pharmacist or the techs fault. I am just flabbergasted, by the shire stupidity of this hospital network. Let me explain. I take several medications. Three of them, I really need. Prozain- For my night Terrors Levothyroxine-Continue reading “Are you flipping serious?”
What works for me
(Remitted from my other blog page) Having cancer sucks. Even when it’s compounded by a rare syndrome. Especially when someone tells you need to try this or you need to try that. Well, I am going to tell you what works for me. Be advised this is what works for me do not assume itContinue reading “What works for me”
What works for me part two
(Re posted from my other blog site) Now, remember I was talking about a bag. Your purse is not going to cut it anymore. Depending on if you have an ileostomy bag or some other device you’re going to want to carry a bag, let’s face it your friends won’t be around all the timeContinue reading “What works for me part two”
June
Well I would like to tell you a little bit about June. I know I should have written this a long time ago, however other things needed to get out first. The beautiful animal in the picture is my June. She is my service dog in training. At the time of me writing this postContinue reading “June”
I’m trying
You know being depressed all the time actually sucks. I know Medication, religion and interaction with others is supposed to help but to be honest nothing does. Let me explain. I am on a lot of different social media platforms. (See my contact page for links). Having so many people hit me up on myContinue reading “I’m trying”
Dreams? Yah I had them too.
Well before I was diagnosed I had dreams just like everyone else out there. When I was little I wanted to be tri trained , which means paramedic, arson inspector, and a police officer. Well things change and well other things happen. Unfortunately, ex happens as well as death of family members. Not to mentionContinue reading “Dreams? Yah I had them too.”
What’s wrong with me?
To be honest I have gone over this blog in my head and how to put it down. So let me try to the best way that I can. I have always had an odd medical history. However I never knew how bad until the 2000. I have always worked, since I was 16. ThingsContinue reading “What’s wrong with me?”
Arlington Police……………………….Again
Well 25 days later, we finally got the police report. See below. This document is in no way any different than the first document that we gotten on this matter. Which I got the same day. I sit here and reread this document and frankly all I want to do is vomit. The lack ofContinue reading “Arlington Police……………………….Again”
Depression. Anxiety . PTSD Texas weather
I know that a lot of people, talk about this topic. However I am going to to talk about my dealings with it. This disease seriously has me rethinking everything different from when I was growing up. Yes I know the climate has changed, however the idea shouldn’t. I know its beating a “dead horse”Continue reading “Depression. Anxiety . PTSD Texas weather”