The Start of the week.

Well I have also decided to add something to my plate. I had been thinking about my story starts. If you dont know what those are they are little books that I started writing fiction in. The only problem was when I did these I was either board at work or was just inspired, toContinue reading “The Start of the week.”

Do you see me or do you even care?

Do you see me or do you even care? That is something I wonder every day towards the political circles both state and federal. You know the ones, surrounded by their private security. Their multiple cars, fancy houses and fully stock kitchen. Oh I cant forget their flashy and paid for schools.  While everyone isContinue reading “Do you see me or do you even care?”

I have been debating on This post.

I have been doing a lot of soul searching on this matter that was brought to my attention yesterday. Even my son was asking me about this situation. My cousin emailed me from Denmark also about this situation. I was hoping never to go through this again. I was hoping that people would just letContinue reading “I have been debating on This post.”

Pandemic and Cowden and little old me.

Well, I thought my life couldn’t get any worse. Welcome to 2020. Coming out of the hospital, being stuck in a hotel then the pandemic hits. Talk about hell. I would admit my home health care nurse was fucking extraordinary. She calmed my nerves and helped me through everything. There where times having that stupidContinue reading “Pandemic and Cowden and little old me.”

Another day another Dr. Appointment

Another day in my busy week. I have to hit two doctor’s appointments. One to get stitches removed, and the other one to go over yesterday’s mammogram. While doing all of this I have to juggle not passing out, being dizzy. Not to mention answering questions from someone who I thought abandoned me, my primaryContinue reading “Another day another Dr. Appointment”

Again more issues

You know being sick seriously sucks. I have been battling one shoe dropping after another. Granted, I have been a trooper and a “warrior” battling these damn fights. I’m tired. Well going to my awesome chiropractor, he asked about my X-rays for my back. Ugh. The Chiropractor again was amazing. The hospital had not scheduledContinue reading “Again more issues”

Are you flipping serious?

You know I sit here in front of my tablet confused and dumb founded. I know its not the pharmacist or the techs fault. I am just flabbergasted, by the shire stupidity of this hospital network. Let me explain. I take several medications. Three of them, I really need. Prozain- For my night Terrors Levothyroxine-Continue reading “Are you flipping serious?”

Dreams? Yah I had them too.

Well before I was diagnosed I had dreams just like everyone else out there. When I was little I wanted to be tri trained , which means paramedic, arson inspector, and a police officer. Well things change and well other things happen. Unfortunately, ex happens as well as death of family members. Not to mentionContinue reading “Dreams? Yah I had them too.”

What’s wrong with me?

To be honest I have gone over this blog in my head and how to put it down. So let me try to the best way that I can. I have always had an odd medical history. However I never knew how bad until the 2000. I have always worked, since I was 16. ThingsContinue reading “What’s wrong with me?”

Arlington Police……………………….Again

Well 25 days later, we finally got the police report. See below. This document is in no way any different than the first document that we gotten on this matter. Which I got the same day. I sit here and reread this document and frankly all I want to do is vomit. The lack ofContinue reading “Arlington Police……………………….Again”

Depression. Anxiety . PTSD Texas weather

I know that a lot of people, talk about this topic. However I am going to to talk about my dealings with it. This disease seriously has me rethinking everything different from when I was growing up. Yes I know the climate has changed, however the idea shouldn’t. I know its beating a “dead horse”Continue reading “Depression. Anxiety . PTSD Texas weather”