Well, coming from the doctor’s yesterday. I am used to having bad news hitting me like a brick, and I could take it. But again, with this damn disease, I can’t seem to catch a fucking break.
I have to go back into surgery not once but twice. One for my head. Apparently, the metal plate in my head on my right side, which was supposed to help with the dizziness and the headaches and cover the birth defect, has moved. I am in no way blaming the doctor for this. He was upfront and honest with me and told me that it had only happened one other time. He told me the other person was a person with a rare genetic nerve disease. He also said to me that I have some junk in my spine that is compressing my spine. They can’t do anything until they get the physical therapy and EMG report back and having to schedule that is a battle on its own. My insurance doesn’t really help me to be much.
I told him that we could do the surgery would have to be towards the end of the year after my last day of class. I will be graduating, damnit. The only thing that pisses me off is that I just started to get my hair back from the damn last surgery. Not to mention that I will have to postpone my BA or at least go online. Which I didn’t want to do. I really hate my city. He also told me that the damage to my left ear is probably permanent, and he will have to have my ent talk to me about it.
The thyroid surgery I am hoping 3rd time is the charm. This one i am not suprised about however I lost a lot of my voice in the last surgery different hospital, I am hoping I am done with that one and hoping this hospital, (the one with the brain surgery) can get the job done.
June and The Woman Who Did 