Sleep? What is that?

Part of being sick is the pills. I have been exhausted, not really wanting to do anything and to be honest that is a bit much for me.

I use to take time out for me. You know soak in a hot bath, or go get my nails done. Or well just go and do something for me. Heck even going to Walmart to walk around with hubby and doing shopkicks was even fun.

Now I am a bit nervous to walk outside. Due to court (please subscribe for post on that ) I just dont want do anything for me. I am exhausted but I cant sleep.

Before you ask, yes I have talked to my doctor. They just subscribe trazadone and well I dont like the way it makes me feel when I wake up. Also for the fact that I have no idea what is going on around me when I take it scares the crap out of me.

I HATE PILLS. I remember when I could sleep for hours and wake up seriously refresh. Now I guess that has fallen out the window and my son has gotten that gift now. That boy can sleep through a tornado, without batting an eye lash.

I take 11 pills. When I was caring for my dad I would complain to him that he was taking to many. Now I think I am as well. I guess I will be talking to my doctor when ever I can get into see her. Not to mention my endocrinologist as well. I would prefer to keep my liver.

I guess what I am rambling on about getting 4 maybe 5 hours asleep is not working for me.