Waking up is one thing, but waking up cold dizzy deep in fog is another. I go to school 4 days out of the week, so I have to get up at a butt crack hour in the morning. Not only because of the drive but for the peace and quiet before class.
So not to my surprise my body didn’t want to wake up this morning. It was so bad this morning my body was walking like I was still dreaming. I felt like I was still asleep but still present. My body just didn’t want to do the again the daily abuse it endured before. Even my service dog in training knew something was up.
I’m kinda glad today will be a calm day. I have to go to school, it’s a movie day an I have been hyped for this.
Sitting up on the sixths floor has its advantages. Watching drama unfold down below. So many cops trying to jump curbs kinda woke me up I know that’s not funny however it is what it is.
Going to class outa be interesting, today is movie day, now I have been waiting for this movie it’s called monument’s men. This would have been a movie my dad would have liked. I could care less about the famous actors I love the fact they are saving history.
So after class it’s imaging. If I am correct this is ordered by my neurologist surgeon. And for my head and neck I forget if it is Ct, or mri. Either way I am going to rest or sleep if I can.
This is the part where I am going to try not to cry. Yesterday I got a notice about my phone and the fact that the money didn’t go through. Which I could have sworn it did. So that was number one. Then found out the light bill was past due and will be cut off on Friday. The. I got the results of my thyroid scan. Which was not good, more than likely either cancer treatment via chemo again or radiation. Not thrilled bout that. One way or another one step at a time. My son is paying for gas and my phone. I shouldn’t be sad and he shouldn’t have to pay for it. Which makes me even safer but I will get over it .
June and The Woman Who Did 